Saturday, July 5, 2008 @12:45 PM
ytd wanted to post de but its like i been out the whole day till 4+ den reached home...
My 3SG dun ever think of it liao... coz course cancel. was totally pissed off.... 2 times. 2 times SAF gif me false hope le. dunno y dis few weeks everything dun move smoothly..
The ger i mention i noe from friendster.. I dunno wad i did or wadever happens.. i nv even pester her at all.. but she started to treat me so cold.... Guess its going to be another failure for Melvin Dee yet again. sometimes i wonder... y heaven want to make a fool out of me? wad did i ever do to deserve dis type of punishment. cant jus let me get into a relationship? or m i fated to be single throughout my life? I hae turn over a new leaf le.. wad past is past le.. but do i still deserve like dis? So far up till now.. dis ger is the second ger i put whole-heartedly to xian. Really likes her alot although i noe dat i m not her type de n comparing me to her ex.. Later going to watch movie n mayb got catch pawns later wit martin, alph n her. Dunno how its going to be.
Dis is really tiring de... not physical tired. is mentally tired. Do i really hae to deserve dis type of fate? i really dunno. Pls gif me some guide...
