Monday, July 30, 2007 @10:51 PM
ytd i 3+ den fall aslp sia.. jus cant slp coz mayb i slp in the afternoon.. den early morning 6+ wake up getting rdy to go back ARC liao.. well.. get my posting order liao.. i will be under 6AMB... tml report to NeeSoonDriCad n get my unit posting... poor kumar... he posted to ammo base.. LOL... serve him rite ... but there is slacked de... only problem is stay in n hae to climb hill.. =P after the presentation me,tai,kumar,deepan,yuehan n raymond went to PS makan.. wow.. first time wear no.4 go town area sia.. abit paiseh.. went to makan LJS.. after dat went home.. reached home i m so tired.. dat i fell aslp.. sian.. my plan tday is went swimming at 7 but i overslpt till 830pm -.-Zzz sian...... nvm.. tml den go swim... my dajie fall sick badly.. called her n show my concerned to her.. lol.. cursing her :p j/k... while chatting ard 10 my hp ring den hang up.. missed call.. 1st person came to my mind is HER!!!! lol... go see my miscall its really her.. told my dajie she called den my jie encourage me to call her back den i hang up wit her n call her... well its not a very long chat.. but its keep me awake... got few point of times we jus keep quiet on the fone.. dunno wad to tok sia... haizz..... not mentally prepared.. so cant blame me on dat rite? but nevertheless i did my best in chatting liao.. den she tired wanted to rest in the bus so i hang up the fone... well... my nite is brighten.. =P actually dis afternoon 2pm i smsed her... nv expect any reply as usual..
Haha.. ohhh.. btw received my POSB debit card.. very nice.... my mum complaint.. lol.. dat my debit card looks nicer den her credit card.. haha.. jus waiting for 2 more card n i can get my NEW wallet liao..
*pray to teekong*
Sunday, July 29, 2007 @8:01 PM
wow... whole sunday i was sleeping.. lol.. the weather tooooo gd le... i jus wake up only... wake up to eat n watch AFC... hopes iraq win sia... iraq win i can survive for 1 more week... lol... the odd is 1:8.5 i bet $20 on it.. so if it win i get $170... hehe..... tml go back ARC to do presentation n tml onwards i m offically a technician liao... getting my logistic badge n formation badge n my blue burret... worst thing tml is going to see WO sara... dunno wad he ding to fark me liao.. everytime see me cfm fark me -.-Zzz
hmmm... its been 3 days liao... i nv msg her n she nv msg me too.. she online now but her status is busy.. so dun wanna disturb her..... dunno how long i can tahan.. >.<
*pray to teekong*
Saturday, July 28, 2007 @3:42 PM
past few days nv come blog it coz i'm sick.. sux man.. nose like tap-water keep flowing.... hate dis type of feeling... thursaday my sick started.. dun intend to go back camp coz damm sick.. msg my master but he say come back camp report sick.. lppl lor so took cab down $23 to gedong den go see MO... after seeing MO master see me like half-dead den tell me go home but my status from MO is attn B dunno wtf the MO is thinking... on my way home at the amk interchange while waiting for my bus i go apply for the citibank credit-card.. hope it can approved... den later at nite went to derrick hse n makan.. had very little of foods coz not feeling well.. den went da sao hse to watch my 9pm show.. after watching fall aslp.. ard 11+ den too last bus home n slp....
Friday quite alrite for me liao but still feel very cold so i wear long-four to go back neesoon camp coz got safety tok at there... saw all those pics n videos happened in SG but not published in papers... dammm glueson.. see liao like happytreefriends... some of the clips is damm funny tooo.. is a 1/2-day tok so after dat went home to take a quick nap coz 6pm got dinner at jurong.. is CO's evening.. well i had a great time there.. make 1 of my sergent drunk.. =P not totally my fault.. after the dinner martin,kenny,chun n me went town to relax.. we keep walking jus to find coffee-bean, walk till like 30mins - 45mins den finally we found 1 coffee bean which opens till quite late outside wheelock.. -.-Zzz relax n tok cock there till 1215 kenny mum sms him tell him to go home den we all went home.. reached home liao.. not slpy although abit of "high" drank quite alot.. surfing the net n chat in wlny.... till 5am.. wanted to go slp.. but still not yet slpy.. lie down on my bed but cant slp den listen to my mp3 "would you be there" listen liao den dunno y some kind of feel is back... started to think of her.. haizzz.. den went back to my com play games.. played till like 9am.. hungry den go down buy food to eat... come back home watched anime n movies... till now.. lol.. hope she msg me which i guess the chance is very "miao man".. >.<
ok dunno wad to write le.. go surf net liao... see tnite gt anythings happen den i blog
*pray pray to teekong*
Tuesday, July 24, 2007 @10:24 PM
finished watching the channel 8 show.. damm funny lor dat 9pm show.. hmmm... if my cpt is felicia chin i dun mind sign on sia.. lol...... haizz.. today nv go swim is not i lazy but today i reach home damm late... 8+ i den reach home.. coz today released damm late.. wad i did in camp i cant say it here sorry.. its confidential.. some part of my day i stared at my hp dunno wan to msg her anot.. in the end i nv coz i got nth to tok other den asking her *eat liao? wad u doing now* all dis questions... well.. guess dis few days i wunt be msging her bah...
Found a song i had been looking for... the title is *would you be there* by redwan ali.... heres the lyrics:
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's okay.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, Iwould you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away? (X2)
Would you be there..
If I will wait, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
to kiss my pain away.. (X2)
Would you be there?
For me...
it very nice.......... *pray to teekong*
@12:18 AM
Was chatting wit my da jie jus now... wad she say is true... n wad 2yrs ago an apple told me.... sld i really change? as in to a tougher person? or remain as wad i m now? i still remember wad 2yrs ago said to me......... "i'm childish in relationship.." of coz there is more other den dis but dis sentence is enough le.. nth to say nth to complain.... mayb up till now i m still belong to dat sentence...
From dis moment i will treat her as normal... which is.. when ever i saw her msg i mus control my feeling.. although say is easier den action.. there is alot more for me to improve... if dis time rd i failed... i will treat it as an experience.. a FRUITFUL experience... But really hae to thnx both my dajie n her... guess without them i guess i still dunno wad changes sld i done...
Ermm.. its not as if i failed my "mission" or wad leh.. nth happen much.. but i just dun wanna put tooo much hope in it coz afterall she is older den me n i still got so many stuffs to change... as far as i noe.. the time is not ripe yet.. i still not rdy for relationship.. for the past 21yrs i learned nth on it.. but dis time round i'm serious.. i will cont remain as friend wit her as i not rdy in going deeper in dat. i m a noob in dat.. although the answer is obvious coz of diff in age n my way of thinking is still childish, i will still tried it out..................
fail or succeed i leave dat to fate.... only heaven knows......
Monday, July 23, 2007 @1:57 AM
jus now went to bed nearly 4get to blog first... hehe... today is a great day for me after 10pm.. lol.. b4 dat i was whole day at home watching band of brothers.. n had steamboat wit my parent.. today nv go jog nor swim... i decide to rest on sunday. i say great after 10pm coz i received her sms... although is a blank msg but i feel happy as if my nite has been brighten up... so i reply n we keep msging each other.. it started of gd but 1 of the msg i feel kinda sad but nevertheless i dun gif up.. she mind bf younger den her.. haizzz... dats wad make me sad... but i wunt gif up... as least i noe wad to msg n wad not to msg in future... my mindset now is hope she wunt mind starting off as a friend den yi bu yi bu man man lai see can get deeper anot... jus dunno y her msg makes my day man.. lol.. hopes things go smoothly... its been a very very long time since i had dis type of feeling le... n oso first time i chat wit frog bro on fone for so long... dunno wad to say but hopes it ends well for him too...
*pray to teekong n pray for frog bro toooo*
Sunday, July 22, 2007 @3:04 AM
i tried my best today liao... tahan 1 whole day dun msg her liao.... well.. afternoon as usual went for swim... den after dat went out meet tai n his friends... went to cineleisure to walk walk den later we go play snooker.. haha.. drawed wit tai he win 1 rd i win 1 rd.. after dat we relax tok cock at BK till ard 2. most of the times toing abt the 1 they xianing now.. lol... hope they succeed.. i hardly tok abt the 1 i xian coz i hae no confident in dat.. >.<>.< tml swimming pool sure alot ppl de.. i decided to go jog... hmmmm.... *pray to teekong*
Saturday, July 21, 2007 @3:53 AM
hmmm... its a very very boring day for me... whole day at home dunno doing wad... kenny msg me asked me whether wan go play pool but i not interested jus tooooo "tired". only 2+ i went for a swim till 4+... well i swim non-stop... coz i wanted to lose weight which i promised my da jie... lol... n oso for my own gd la... saw her online... i noe she busy wit her school-work but jus dunno y i wanna chat wit her.. so i msg her den we chat for like 6 sentence den she nv reply liao.. well mayb she really very busy so i stop disturbing her too... den i go watch anime.. after watching it, i msg her see how she been doing but no reply.. den nvm i go dinner wit my parent... while i was outside... i was wondering wad she doing now i at 9 i sms her. "yo wad u doing now?" den i wait wait n wait still no reply... den i decided to stop sms'ing her den ask whether my cbs bros wanna mit up anot lor... i jus wanna find someone to tok to.. was looking for my da jie but she busy too... den on my way to yishun i chat wit my dajie coz she free liao.. lol... tok n tok.....den reached yishun... while at the kopitiam i dunno wad to tok.. but i feel fine.. i jus wanna ppl to accompany me.. dats all.. but my mind is still anxiously waiting for her sms.. den i at yishun till 1+ den go home liao.. reached home saw her online wanted to msg her but i controlled myself n i chat wit my frog bro n played dota wit fook....
jus dunno y my mind is full of her................................................................................................................................... i think i had irritates her or wadever so i decided to stop msging for the time being... see how it goes........ *pray pray to teekong*
Friday, July 20, 2007 @2:57 AM
lets see now is 3am liao... well... alot of personal stuffs happen to me dis week.. but some of it i cant say it out here.. those noes wad i saying can liao... coz i dun hae the rite to write it down here n let everyone sees it... so wad i can only write now is stuff related to me ONLY...
Ever since from sunday which is 15 july i think my life hae changed... which is till now is only 5 days.... changed by someone whom i had fallen into a quicksand.... i noe dat i cant rush things so i taking my time... but in the other hand i rushing against the time tooo.. haha... confused? :p i spend most f my time sms'ing her only coz dats the only way i can "tok" alot... i called her twice both 2 times i find my brain is empty.. nth to say.. i dunno y oso.... only after hang up i den realise wad to chat... haizzz.. i wanted to noe her more but i jus dunno how to get it started..... coz sometimes i feel dat i asked to much question... even if things dun work out like wad i expected i dun feel bad coz she make me start the turning point of my life.. dats for sure...
Well... some will think wahlau eh.. online ppl den somemore within 5days i can so-called like her meh... i oso dunno y oso.... dis type of things hard to say de.. is like.. mayb her simple msg can really brighten up my day lor... i jus hope it will go smoothly.... dis time round i really mus pray hard to teekong le.... >.<
Monday, July 16, 2007 @5:33 PM
ooo.. past few weeks like nth to write so i nv post it here.....
well... nite b4 guard duty was chatting in msn den ard 2am... 1 of my friend online but going to slp le.. dunno y sia... feel like chatting wit her but hae to slp coz nxt morning guard duty so i asked her if she wanna msg me jus sms my no. den i offline le. mins later my hp ring.. oooo.. she msg me... haha.. den we keep sms'ing each other till 4+ den i K.O le... during my guard duty i spend most of my time sms'ing wit her.. till today.. lol... well.. its a gd start rite? lol
Sunday, July 1, 2007 @2:25 PM
dis is the eng version of shan hu hai.. very nice song.... take a look at the lyrics... :
Clouds gather on the faraway (sea) horizon, How can I keep my sadness calm
I remained straight-faced, trying to cover the hint of resignation
You silently said that you wanted to leave (The love's gone)
The sadness slowed down silently
Listen carefully to the crashing tides,
It is not from the sea but from tears
Turning around to leave, (You have something to say but remained speechless), unable to say it's over
The love between a seagull and a fish is only an accidental occurrence
Differences had always existed in (the love you gave) our love (we can't go back)
The dust that gathers in the wind (ends up) accumulating to pain
Turning around and leave, (can't say it's over), unable to say it's over
An azure coral sea, a missed momentary paleness
Right from the beginning (you and me both) were not mature and frank enough
The passion had not changed, (your) smile cannot be forced
Love is buried deep within the coral sea
How do (we) rebuild the damaged sand sculpture, how can (we) fix a broken relationship?
Only that all has ended too quickly and you said you could not understand why
What surprises await in a seashell (Waiting for the flowers to bloom)
We do not want to play the guessing game anymore
The sea breeze caressing the face, the salty love, unable to feel any future (between us)
its very nice.... can really feel how the guy being felt... >.< lucky till now i hae no gf.. still single.. lol....
